hi my name is Steven

I'm actually looking forward to school?

2008-09-13T05:21:22Z

Now this is something that is highly unusual! School is usually one of the things I absolutely hate about my day-to-day life, but oddly enough, this year is different. I actually enjoy and look forward to going, at least so far anyways. Things can change, but let's hope that it doesn't. I guess one of the possibilities why I feel this way is because I am back at my old school now, where I am actually familiar with almost everyone, and where I actually have some people that I can call 'friends'. Last year I had moved and I was enrolled in a new school where I did not know anyone at all. I became extremely shy, and usually just kept to myself. Long story short: I was anti-social, yup, that pretty much sums it up. Although I had a job to occupy my time with, I never quite felt at home... it got better later on when I met my boyfriend, Jesse, but by that time shit had come up and my dad forced me to move back to my old place. I argued with him quite a bit about the move, he had told me that it was only just for this year, until I graduate next June. On the bright side: I graduate in less than a year (9 months) and then I will be free to do whatever I want. My main goal right now is to go back to Alberta. I would like to spend more time with Jesse, rent a place with him for awhile, and if all goes well, maybe even buy a house? I have pretty unrealistic goals right now for someone that does not even have a job, but you can't get mad at me for dreamin' :P. Speaking of jobs, I still need to find one! Where I'm living right now is such a shitty place for work, the town is well known for it's low-employment rates -___-. I'm hoping that I will get hired at Extra Foods (a grocery store), and I have a pretty good chance since I'm native and the store itself is on Native band lands, so I will keep my fingers crossed for that. I need the money to purchase some plane tickets back to Calgary in December to see Jesse, so I am pretty desperate right now. I'd hate to have to raid my trust fund for the money, so I better get a mother fuckin' job!! Anyways, I'm just rambling on about nothing, and I honestly don't know what I'm saying in this entry.... Oh, before I leave, I must tell you that so far I am doing excellent in all my classes :). I have over 90% in all of my classes, of course this year I'm only in two core classes which are English, and Socials. The rest are just elective courses: Photography, Art etc. But whatever, I can't complain. I'm happy :). I ALSO FORGOT TO MENTION THAT TODAY I FOUND THE MOST AMAZING PERFUME!!!!! Click here. I found it today in Shoppers Drug Mart, and it smelled amazing! As soon as I get some money, I'm going to buy it.

You know you luv me
xoxoSteven

I would just like to say

2008-09-05T02:06:52Z

That school sucks, and that I would like to kill all the people in my school as well because they're dumb and I hate them. And referring to the last entry, I still have a pizza face, although it's about 30% better. I had to get my meds refilled today for it. Hurrray.

Bye bye pizza face

2008-08-07T04:45:39Z

In the recent months, my face has started to resemble a pepperoni pizza. Trust me, it's disgusting; therefore, I have refrained myself from doing quite a few things, just to save myself the embarrassment from showing my acne-inhabited skin in public :( I have literally tried every off-the-shelf/main stream acne diminishing product out there, and so far, I have got next to no results at all. After wasting my time and money for the last two months, I booked an appointment to see my doctor yesterday, and luckily I got in the same day. He examined my skin for about a minute, then did some quick research on his computer, and handed me a prescription slip! So now I'm taking Tetracycline, which is an anti-biotic commonly used to treat acne (it's in pill form) as well as landocin, or something like that lol. Which is a topical anti-biotic. We'll see how this works o__O If I get no results within 30 days, my doc is going to prescribe me some accutane!

Hi!

2008-07-28T02:04:11Z

So I've created a livejournal for private entries, since I can't really post anything too personal on my blog without people I don't want seeing it, reading it it. I will be making this only viewable to 'friends', though, I don't have a clue who else uses LJ? If you know me, add me as a friend I guess?! I don't really have a clue how to use this, though lols. Okay, bye bye :]